I don't owe anyone a living :]
My favorite word is AWESOME Jepon's Baby Daughter, i will be Waiting.
I am different from others. Yes, I am Unique.
I choose My friends so be Lucky if You're One♥
currently in school -.- hah ~ teman bestfriend uat malay project or whatever thingy la k. sorry ey daily readers of my blog, didnt mean to do this, just that! currently at home, eveything is not at its place, but nyways .. yesterday which was on the 11thAugust. when i was home, the 5oinch LCD Tv was already there (: &my siblings were already watching movie, i was happy coz, i get to watch ANUGERAH2009 with that brand new TV, but, what saddens me was, i didnt actually watch it as i was away, went JAYBEE with mum &auntie. i msged my cousin when i was otway to JAYBEE, i told her that if she's watching ANUGERAH, &know whose the winner, dont msg me, as i wanna know it by myself. but, i didnt remind any of my other friends. -.- haish, unfortunetly, when i was at JAYBEE, one of my babygirls, ELLSURAYA, msged me. &she said; WAWAN 3rd??? that made me so worried, all i did was, look at the msg for 5minutes, didnt even blink my eyes, &dlt that msg. im sorry babygirl. idknww why, but, my heart dropped worse still it stopped. i was so worried, when i was at JAYBEE i didnt manage to eat, i didnt have a good time. i had prayed so hard that he'll win. ): i was homed arnd 1250Am &i straight away took the SCV controller &turn on Suria Channel, what i meant was, i recorded it, so .. i watched. &at the same time, honestly, tears was rolling down my cheek, i was so afraid. coz, seeing his performance like that made me so disappointed. i know he did his best. eventhou he didnt get the trophy, &he didnt get 1stplace, im proud of him. no words can describe how i felt the time i heard him make thru all the challenging round. he is the best, i know he is. Safuan, you've done good for yourself, &im happy for you. (: Sunday, 9thAugust. Seriously sucked! i hate this year's ND! Monday, 10thAugust. Went GEYLANG aft that BUGIS :D at BUGIS, i bought quite alot of stuff! heh ~ &guess what, i really cant wait to get my hair done! &i dont have to worry nymore! School CA's has been postponed :D yeaaaah ~ hahaha! tkya la aku nak blaja siang2.
honestly, i cant wait to meet you girls (: but, cant wait for this SATURDAY, 15thAUGUST! paleng penting siolxsxsxsx~ KUDEKEPANG PENUTOP! SRIULAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN~ !
im back (: heh! * anyws, smlam .. tak jady kua with Riripatunkk -.- something bad, came up with HER! i dont blame her, da tu je. so, i kua with EYAFREAK! tu budak gyler sia. haha~ jmp die at SkMRTplatform. arnd 2+ uhh, then proceed to BUGIS :D so, da smp BUGIS, teman die jalan2. she bought her stuffs. skaly, kne screen gn kampaw. like WTFCXK kan? i was so mad, i was seriously rude to that fcxktards :] aft-that-all, we went to Mac's, LAPAR! trus, da tu tkp, fkir nak go PENIN. but, tak jady, ended up fkirfkir nak go ESP. tatawo cmne la kan, leh ended up WALKING all the way from BUGIS to CHINATOWN! (: &i didnt feel tired at all. wait, bfor u think we all sesat or terlajak. we didnt. i planned to ajak EYA to the place where me &exboyf was. it was at CHINATOWN. so, haha! tak sangke we really went ther, da tu tkp, we can walk all the way to SGH [singapore general hosp] meet my dad la, heh (: along all the journey, we cam-whore. as i've said, those werent all the photos. there were more. M A L A S ! :D &then, we went from SGH arnd 7+ balek. but, then plans changed. plan to meet a friend of my, jady, waited at Cp [compass point] while waiting, cam-whore agi (: overall, everything was funny! smpai EYAFREAK tu kan! jatojato sia :D
P/s; dad, when will you come home? i need you so badly. i miss you staring in my eyes, when ur angry at me. dad, dont forget me okay? i know, ur memory's bad now, you cant remember anyone that much anymore, but, please, i beg you, dont forget me. doesnt mean, i dont see you at the hospital, i forgotten you dad, i havent &i will never. i wont neglect you. dad, tolong jgan salu mrajok gn tia. i feel hopeless as the youngest if ur showing me these. dad, dont go okay? im still in need of a daddy's love. idknoww what to do? studies dropping, hais. imysomuch! i miss your slaps, you pinching my ears, you thereatening to beat me, dad ):