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My favorite word is AWESOME
Jepon's Baby Daughter, i will be Waiting.
I am different from others. Yes, I am Unique.
I choose My friends so be Lucky if You're One♥
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Eventho my prepaid going low . I called Baby , why ? Cos , i miss his voice superb much ! ~ Talked to Baby fr awhile . &Now prepaid i da low =.=" I told Baby that this will be My Last time asking him to Comeback . Yaknow , i dont feel desperate when i do that . Why ? Cos , its like . I know we could be tghter . But , somehow . Lots of things are happening to Him , not Me . Hais , really ~ He didnt bustard me or anything . Its just that , i know somewhere deep down . His love fr me is still there ): But , idk why is hiding away . I know you will come back . Its just that idk when ): Well , we'll just wait . Cos , i alrdy told him this . ' Baby , everything is in yr hands ): I wont beg nymore . I wont say anything . Its all in yr hands . Think properly . If you really wannabe with her . Please ): Tell me as early as possible . I will cry , &really try to let you go slowly . But , if you think yr gonna come back . Give me some hints , so that i know ): But then again , if yr gonna be with her ~ Its my decision next , to wait or to go ): But , ingat eh . Lau member prangai sial kan . Siny panas tawu ~ I thanak tgok laky i dipermainkan ! &Baby , ramai katerh dhe sayang Muke . Bukan sayang Haty (: Kyter tgok kay . But , as fr you ): Hopefully , you'll think properly eh B . Cos , I love you so much ): ' I know Baby well , he will never do things without thinking . He akan selalu fkir (: I know the OldBaby is still there ~ * Ya Allah , berikanlah MuhammadZahid kekuatan . Dan akal fikiran yang waras untuk berfikir . Kuh tahu kau akan bantu kuh dapatkan kebahagiaanku . Ya Allah , kuh perlu pertolongan dari kau . Izinkanlah MuhammadZahid rasa perasaan Sayang dari kuh ): Kuh mohon Ya Allah . Kuh perlukan MuhammadZahid . Amin )': * Idk why Am superb weak now . Wierd la sia . When other guys brokeoff with me , i salu tunjokkan drg yang i thak kereng lelaky (: Tapy when Baby . I susah sia . I setia gyler . Lagy setia byler i gn Fie ): Baby's different from other guys . But , seriously now ~ Idk whats wrong with him . Even His BabyTwinney said that his changed =.=" Hmmm , susah la sia skg . I just wish everything will turn out fine sooon ~ I wannabe happy . Not this way . I wannabe with Baby . I wanna see Baby with me , not with someone else . Have not eaten fr 3days , makan roti jhe . Nasi thak makan ): Have not slept fr 3straightdays ): Sodeyyyy bulu ! ~ I cant sleeeep . I just need Baby by my side ): Will that ever come back ? I hope it will . Hais , ramai katerh tu prpm sayang Baby cos of his looks only . What do some of you think ? Well , no harm uh ~ I think its true . Pdahal ramai la sia lelaky sukhe tu prpm . Dhe jhe thanak =.=" Bitch eh kaw ? Dhe cakp . ' [HerName] nhak suke Ayid bule ? ' Kaaaaaaaaaaymak ! ~ Jato Girl >.< Butoh uh kaw ! Kuh nhak tany eh . Memang uh skg kuh gn Ayid da break , tapy kaw adhe otak jugakkn ? Fkir ahkay , law kaw da sayang kaw peh laky gyler babi . Laky kaw , orang rampas . Aphe perasaan kaw ? Lagylagy bylerh kaw dpat tawu yg Laky kaw peh feelings fade bit by bit , sbb prpm laen ? Kaw geram ? Thakmu step Thak ahkay . Besar Peh Pukymak ! , Kasy Muka Naek Kepala ! Whatever to that la kan . Updates on Kudekepang (: 25thDecember`2009 ; 11Am - 06Pm . Geylang , Malay Village . TreoJadtiLimo ~ 26thDecember`2009 ; 10Am - 10Pm . Woodlands Dr 73 , Blk 685 . Prabu Anggerik Merah Gejulong . 27thDecember`2009 ; 11Am - 06Pm . Geylang , Malay Village . SRIULAN =DDD See all of you there (: 25th &27th CONFIRM trun punya ! ~ Labels: I STILL LOVE YOU . |
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Meeting Baby later . He trun Sengkang , then proceed Habourfront . Jpe Lala &Faiz , Its their 3rd Monthsary (: Lastlong eh krg . Hais , hoping that kuh gn Ayid pon bule sesame alek . Cant wait ! ~ I love you still , Baby ): Labels: I STILL LOVE YOU . |
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We've broken up ~ ): He mintak break sebab ; he tanak susahkan i . Is that a really good reason ? I dont really think so . Hell yeah ! Am hurt , deeply . But hey ! Am determined Baby will come back . Why ? ~ Cos he hasnt read what i wrote fr him in his blog . Am praying to God that , it will make Baby realise ): I really need you , i wont let you go . Never ever ~ I wanna see us Happy , not this way . Baby , come back okay ? Please do . I cant leave without ya . I seriously cant ): I know you will come back . I know you will ~ Skip.Skip.Skip. Kay , tady i trun Yishun with Eya . Reached there in the Afternoon . Slacked happily . &Then suddenly , something happened between Me &Baby ): He really wanted to do the things i dont allow him to . But , in the end , i kasy jugak ~ He knew i sedehh . So , we talked things out uh . ' Susahkan nak jage i ? Susahkan aderh mateh cam i ? ' At first , it wasnt true uh . Its like , sumpa sia tak susah . &His like the easiest of all la kan . He told me his feelings fade . Tatawu naperhh he felt that way alehaleh . I matymaty tanak lepas , cos i Cinta Mati towards him ): I cried badly , &Seriously , everything that we dont wanna experience , happened .___. Basically , we so call argue uh . We were sitting at 612's Playground . He left me alone , &Went to 643 . I thought he went back home . So , i pergy ruma dhe . I called &Ask him to kua uh . He told me he wasnt at home . I matymaty nak jpe dhe . &Then , he told me where he was . &I walk there . We talked things out again . &I didnt cry much , it was his turn =P I said this to him . &It made him cry superb much . ' Actually , yr feelings have not faded . Its just that , there's too many negative thoughts in yr mind right ? You fkir yang you salu susahkan i . You fkir yg i susah nak jage you . But , actually . Tydak , am okay what (: I kan da katerh , burokburok you , prangaiprangai you . You tetap laky i B . Tapy , i tawu . I confident you akan dtg alek . Why ? Cos , you havent read what i wrote in yr blog . I know what i wrote in yr blog , is maeb strong enough you make you come back &be mine once again (: ' Baby cried all the way , he nodded his head when i said about how he felt . Am really hoping after Baby read his blog , he'll come back . Cos , that is the time he needs to realise how much i love him ): Baby , you have to come back . Not forcing ya ~ But , just want you to know that my love is sincere . Basically , aftr we brokeup . Aspernormal , we couldnt act like friends . I couldnt accept the fact that we brokeup again ): &We still call each other ' Baby &B. ' Hais , i cant get over you ~ &I want you back , okay ? Just so you know kan B . I cant feel my heartbeat nymore ): Am nothing , Am nobody without you by my side . Enjoy The Photos .  * Above * Favourite .    * Above * Favourite .    * Above * Favourite .      * Above * Yesterday's photo . Labels: I STILL LOVE YOU . |