Uncle's on the way home now. Waiting for his phone call :/

Please hurry Uncle, Adek cannot wait any longer. I wanna hear your voice.

I wanna see a PrivateNumber calling me so that i know your safely home :(

Uncle, meet me soon okay? Adek nak hughug Uncle and Papa pleasepleaseplease~

Well currently am listening to songs through Youtube, blogging and chatting through Facebook and Msn.

Okay now, i just answered 2 questions in FormSpring.

hey why do you keep thinking of Ayid when he has a gf alr? i feel v sad for you yknow. you should 

- Why do i deserve happiness? :/ I don't think i deserve any.
And, i don't know. He means a lot to me :( But now i guess things different now.

i swear you deserve happiness. don't be sad alr. you have many friends and a bf around you.
they are there to make you happy. if you keep getting sad, don't you think you're disappointing them? 

- Well, what if they are involve in me getting sad :( There's no end to this, dearest.

Well, i don't know what else to say. I have been crying nonstop. I tried but i can't.

My eyes hurt a lot :( It's not swollen but koyak. How ny? Sakit sangat.

BabyPolarBear, i miss you Sayang.