I don't owe anyone a living :]
My favorite word is AWESOME
Jepon's Baby Daughter, i will be Waiting.
I am different from others. Yes, I am Unique.
I choose My friends so be Lucky if You're One♥
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I miss Y.O.G already :( I want history to repeat, please! Wanna watch Singapore Cubs succeed again! <3 A lot of things happen in my life lately. It has been perfectly fine till i, myself ruined it -.- I blame myself for whatever that has happen. Forgive me daily readers :( I know i might have disappoint some of you, especially supporters of TiAyid. Pray hard for the both of us alright? God's willing, we will come back. But hey! Look on the bright side. Tho we have broken-up, we are still close. Ya know, today i just feel like blogging about myself. Sorry for being Self-Centered. Because, i have got to do a lot of reflections on myself :( I suck, big time! I lack in school and studies have really gone down, not doing school work etc. I don't even know if i can make it to Secondary4 or not. I don't wanna retain! But how? I fail myself, i didn't put in much effort in my studies. I failed most of my subjects :( What the hell is wrong with me? Fuck la. I don't wanna talk about school anymore. --- Suddenly, i feel like deleting my blog. Because, i just don't understand why am allowing people to read about my daily life. Especially when am in this kinda position which isn't the best to know about. I mean, daily readers, there's much more blogs out there. Right? Not only mine :'( So why read mine? * Crying * I miss all of my daily readers, tho i don't know them. I thank everyone for reading my blog, seriously. It comes from the bottom of my heart. If my blog goes missing or it has been deleted. I apologize alright? :| But, do find me in MyTwinneh's blog, its under FaizTwinneh. I will update there. About Ayid's blog, i will try and update his too alright? Fairness stated! -- I miss MyBestFriend :'( He keeps me really happy. I need him, badly. His text messages keeps me happy :'( Just one word will make me smile widely. Please top-up your prepaid fast, i miss you so much already! :'( Tho this is only the second day, life sucked big time BestFriend. Must be wondering why i don't state his name here, right? That's because, i don't want any misunderstandings to happen -.- Basically, only some people knows who BestFriend is. BestFriend text me with his mummy's phone yesterday at night :'( I didn't reply because i was asleep. Furthermore, BestFriend doesn't allow me to sleep late. But i managed to reply to his phone just now at pre-dawn. I cried badly when i repeatedly read his text message :'( 24thAugust2010, BestF.'Orlife <3 - Ayid, ya know i love you right? Perhaps this isn't our week or rather month. Don't worry, i will come back. I know i will, have faith in me alright? If anything were to happen, which i doubt will. 13thNovember2009 will always be in my heart. Aasayatsuara, Eteraita ITaWaFuE. NoWaMaeRa, TaOFuURa. AWaYa InMaHeA ♥ |