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Kay, this post is gonna be long i think. Its gonna be fr Baby. Apape krg nak cakp. Krg kuakan. Jng lupe tules name skaly eh. And yeaah, favour uh. Takm nak cakp mataeh kuh prangai cock kay. Thanks. Again, mix of English &Malay. Honestly, am not in a gooood mood. Its very difficult fr me to accept what Baby told me recently. Nonono~ Kalau krg fkir yg die adr prpm laen, thats wrong. Basically, tady i met up with Baby, Naz &Farhan. Met Naz &Farhan first. Then while more baru Baby samp. Lepak gn Naz &Farhan jap je .__. Trus drg balek. Was with Baby till ard 1845Pm liddat. Baby came my place &slack with me la. Ard 1745Pm liddat, i nak gy bawa. I wanted to buy icecream~ Abe, Baby kate he nak balek skaly. Idk why, but i majok gyler gn Baby. Reason was, i nak spend more time with Baby. I almost cried when i was sending Baby to the busstop. I diam all the way byler pat busstop. Baby pon diam. Then, i tany Baby asal uh. And he said nothing. Cos, once i diam. He takot, cos he knows something's wrong. When kite pat busstop, i let everything out. Heeee! * , I told Baby i wanna be with him. I also told him that, i dont wanna be apart from him :D Baby said okay &he kissed me (: So we went to Plaza, since Baby tak jady nak balek. Da pergy Plaza. My tekak pon da tak rase nak makan icecream (: So, ajak Baby lepaaaaaaak :D , heee! * Tu part tak perlu tawu. Skip part where me &Baby went separate ways. I da samp ruma. Dudokdudok gn my abang sume skejap. Then, went to abang's room. Fkir nak barengbareng. Skaaaaaaaaaly, tertido -.- hahaha! (: Woke up ard 2145Pm, ramai org la sia msg. Baby, msged me. Barney, msged me. Adr lagy la yg msg. Sume i tak layan. I managed to reply Baby's msg. I ask him to call Mama's phone. - Fights starting (: , Heeee! * Saket aty. Everything was fine. Till Baby asked me some qns. Kite bubal case budkbudk puny :D ' Kalau Ayid buat bende jahat blakang Fyrynn, Fyrynn marah tak? ' ' Hmm, bende jahat tu byak makne. Camane peh jahat tu? ' ' Buat bende blakang Fyrynn uh. Steam gam ke. Ape ke. ' ' Hmm, Fyrynn takkn marah la. Da terjady, nak buat camane kan? ' ' Tapi, mesty Fyrynn sedehh kan? Mesty Fyrynn kecewe gn Ayid kan? ' ' Entaaaa eh. Yg penteng, takm buat lagy ajela. Fyrynn takkn marah. ' ' Fyrynn, Ayid tga nanges. ' * I know he wasnt faking it up. * ' Fyrynn, Ayid tady steam gam. * tersedusedu nanges * ' ' Ohhh, knp Ayid steam gam? ' ' Ayid tatawu knp. Tapi, Ayid asek fkirfkir pasl Fyrynn je. ' ' Ohh, jady asal knr steam gam lau fkirfkir pasl Fyrynn? ' * He was so quiet ): , he kept on crying * Skip the convo part. I showed him my attitude. ' Kay uh. Mulai dari hariny, Fyrynn da tanak amek tawu pasl Ayid. Ape Ayid nak buat, Ayid buat. Go ahead. Fyrynn give up, Fyrynn kecewe gn Ayid. Fyrynn da tanak control Ayid lagy, Fyrynn da penat gn prangai Ayid Hari ny steam gam kan? Esok angkat biji pulak kay? Wed takya ikot Fyrynn gy chalet. Carek prpm murah, suro die wok kan Ayid je kay? Fyrynn give up! Ayid gy tumbok tembok samp tgn darah pon Fyrynn tak kesah. Skg Fyrynn nak ltak phone. ' * Trus i hung up )): , I felt superb bad. * Padahal Baby baru buat sala Satu kali sia. I mengamok gn Baby cam harihari gitu Baby buat sala. Aft i da letak. I know Baby nanges rabak. Baby takot i mintk break. Baby takot i berubah. Baby takot i tak sayang him lagy. He called Lala &told her what happened uh. *Conference gn Faiz skaly. Beh, da okay skejap. They joked ard &everything. Skaly Baby cried again. He kept on crying. Pasl he takot gyler. I missed Baby so much ): I msged him suro he call phone mama. He called &we talked things out. ' B, nga buatpe? ' ' Uhh, dgar misteryjam12. ' ' Ohh, da makan? ' ' Uhh, blum. ' ' Ohh, uhhh~ Bule bubal tak? ' ' Bule, bubal uh. ' * Silence jap. Then i start convo alek. * ' Baby, are you okay? ' * Dgar my suare trus nanges rabak * ' Uhh, jyeah. * He was crying again * ' ' Whats wrong sayang? ' ' Baby, you tawu tak i takot ): I takot you mintk break. ' * Maeb to some of you my mataeh kental sbb cpt nanges. But, krg tatawu how i felt. Susa sia nak dpat lelaky yg takot knr tinggal. AYIDSTARFLY TAK KERENG PPM. True aye * ' Ohh, i tkkan la B. Takm cry la Baby. ' ' You tawu tak, when you ltak trus i fkirfkir samp skg. Yr words made me cry. ' ' What did i say? I luper. I takm ingatingat. ' * Baby repeated every single word that made him cry * ' Kay uh. Mulai dari hariny, Fyrynn da tanak amek tawu pasl Ayid. Ape Ayid nak buat, Ayid buat. Go ahead. Fyrynn give up, Fyrynn kecewe gn Ayid. Fyrynn da tanak control Ayid lagy, Fyrynn da penat gn prangai Ayid Hari ny steam gam kan? Esok angkat biji pulak kay? Wed takya ikot Fyrynn gy chalet. Carek prpm murah, suro die wok kan Ayid je kay? Fyrynn give up! Ayid gy tumbok tembok samp tgn darah pon Fyrynn tak kesah. ' ' Baby, im sorry kay? Takm cry la please. I takkan tinggalkan you kay. ' Ayteayte, basically its a long convo aye with Baby. Senang cakp, me &Baby da okay. He told me that. Whatever he nak buat, he'll ask me first or either tell me. Eventho i tak caye sgat gn you. You will always be my Baby. iwillalwaysloveyou (: Labels: AYIDSTARFLY ; |