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I know yr strong. Baby, buknnyr i nak tinggalkan you. But, i know this is fr yr own good ): , As much as i dont want to. I have to. Baby, im vvvvvvv. sorry ): , Dont let this thing affect yr dailys. Trust me, it'd be better soon Baby (: , I know yr strong. Remember what i tell you smlam? , If i tak dtg alek. You know what you should do. Takecare of yrself ): , iwillloveyoualways. Saw what i wrote fr Baby? , Its not that 13thNovember2009 is over. Its not, &Will never be. Baby, yaknow that right? ): Hais. Something bad came up yest aft i reached home. [ Convo about me &Mum ): , In the kitchen. ] ' Kenape balek lambat? ' * I diam * ' Kau ny, buat byak hal uh. ' * I diam * ' Jng samp kuh sembunyisembunyi amek hphone kau, beh amek numbr Ayid. Msg die suro break gn kau eh. Kau jagejage tawu. Kau cakp gn Ayid takm trun sini selalu. Jng samp abg kau npak die eh. ' ' Mama benci sgat ke gn Ayid? * Crying * ' ' Mama tak perna benci die. Mama okay gn die. Tapi kuh tgok byler kau mataeh gn die. Asek balek lmbat aje. Mcam kau luper diri gitu! ' ' Atleast org balek tawu. Dari dulu? Da bagos org balek. Lbatlbat pon. Assalamualaikum jugak pat depan pintu. ' ' Kuh saket hati la dng kau. Byler kuh call kau takm angkt. Byler kwankwan kau call. Bubal samp pagypagy bute pon bule! ' ' Org tak angkat adr alasanalasan tertentu. Atleast byler mak msg. Org reply jugak tawu. Da bagos sia org berubah, tak macm dulu! ' ' Kau ingat eh, jng samp kuh rampas tawu handphone kau tu. Kau jagejage. Kau takmu keluar lagy. Kuh tak kasi kau kua lagy. Manemane kwan ajak kau kua pon. Kuh takkn kasi. Kau ingat tawu! Prangai kau kalau tak berubah jugak. Kuh anta kau balek johor~ Ruma ibu dng ayah kau! ' * She masok toilet, i was still in the kitchen. * ' Apape terjady, org takkn putus gn Ayid. Mama buat uh apape mama nak. Org tawu, Ayid sayangkan org. Org tawu Ayid takkn lepaskan org. Sorry uh, sebab ny kali pertame org bantah katekate mama. Org memang takm lepaskan Ayid. Kalau mama sayang org. Mama mesty faham. Mama ingat katekate org tawu. Apape pon. Ayid tetap bersame gn org. ' * I walked out, to my brother's room. &cried. * Idk whats wrong with everyone in my family! ): My brother In Law &My Kakak. Sume like tak faham. I know im only 14. I know, im still young. But still, i tawu la jage diri. Atleast i balek. Dari dulu? I tak ingat ruma. Asal cam giny? ): Asal byler gn UntaBerg, krg tak cam giny? , Why now? Asal byler gn UntaBerg, krg okay? ): , Apape pon. AYIDFYRYNN will be freva. 13thNovember2009 wont end. I didnt dare to tell Baby at first. But, i fkir alek. I salu cakp gn baby. Kejujuran is the first priority. So, i decided to tell Baby ): , He was quiet fr a very long time sia. I was already crying. I kept crying like hell ): , Baby didnt do anything. ' Baby are you okay? ' * Baby diam je. * ' Baby, please bubal ): , I need you to be strong now. ' ' I sedehh b, dgar ape you cakp. ' We continued talking. &At first, i mintk Baby time-off. So, that Baby can calm his mind down. Baby, sedehh gyler ): , He cried from 12Am - 0430Am ): I pity Baby sia ): , Hais. He cried so much. He kept on saying. ' Baby, iloveyousomuch. I hope you'll come back ' ' I hope so to Baby, Insyaallah ): , Just takecare or yrself kay. ' ' Baby, i cannot live without you. Pls, takm cam giny. ' Kesian kan Baby ): , Hais. Now i really know how much Baby loves me ): Am sorry Baby. But, i have to go fr the time being. I told you alrdy, im not the only one here. Ayid tak kereng perempuan kan? ): , Hmmm. But, if i come back. Everything will be the same aye Baby ): Iloveyoutoooomuchthatiwillneverletyougo~ Offed my phone. Dont search fr me. Bye ): Labels: AYIDSTARFLY ; |