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Basically, some of you know that me and Baby's sister are not in good terms right?
Well, we were just chatting just now. And, she let out everything. I really miss her, but i really dont know, should i trust her. Or ignore her? ): HELP! * Her ; syg wanna know something ? Me ; ya? Her ; i mataey dgn danish the same date as yrs . 301009 (: Me ; awwwwwwwwwh~ (: really? Her ; yeahhh :D Me ; Thats nice. hmm, muchmisses to yr brother. Her ; i know . same goes to here . haish . next year baru dyer dpt homeleave . Me ; yaaaa, about homeleave blum sure lagi. skg pon bunny lom masok block yang permenant lagi. on the 15th baru tao. cos, ibu will visit him. and then, letter writing will start (: Her ; dyer dh terbang blk e ler . haiyoh . long term . dyer ngah iqal kat tuh blk . Me ; really? where you know? Her ; tangkis drg . haha . 2 years . after 6 months then drg due ader homeleave . dh cfrm . from the IO lar . si rashid tuh . psl when i never go home . i kene tangkap , then my io pun io rashid -_- mcm taek kn ? then he ask me , yr brother fridaus is it ? then i say uh , ya why ? then we talktalk , then he told me . Me ; ouhhhhh~ aytes (: thanks fr that. Tu la! Her ; most welcome . Me ; laen kali, JAGE DIRI! Her ; hehe ! yer tahu boss ! hahah . hey , i miss the tyme we being together . ) : Me ; hee ! * btwbtw, nari you kne gi AMKhq? and, really ? ]: Her ; not nary , on the 20 . yeahhh . Me ; honestly, i miss it sooooo much too! but, you changed. you left me. so, yeah~ no more of it. i da cukop nanges, and saket aty. ]: fr what gy AMKhq? Her ; me , myself don't know why . jemenjak lepak dgn kak diana , she told me somuch about youh . i get fedup , & i listen to her & left youh ./ just mayb i;m wrong . i know , the old me is dead & gone yeah . but hey , i super sorry . i know i'm in the wrong side . maybe , kak diana has nobody to be with her . gy amkhq psl kene report alek . Me ; ouhhhh, thats what you think? well, idk uhh ahdekq. Her ; yeah Me ; kak diana and me ; we're okay. and, uhhhh~ haizxs, its okay. you have yr friend and budkbudk yishun with you. kecikstarsatsat sume with you now. Her ; what ? tellme . don't keep it . Me ; i really wanna be close to you again, but im sooooo scared! you know, its like, i takm kene backstabbed and betrayed lagi. noone understands. Her ; scared ? neh , i understand . Me ; yeah! scared. and, when you called me a bitch. you msged me all that stuff. Her ; relex . if youh think of getting close with me again . its up to youh . i'm lazy with all these crap . mcm childish . yeah , youh might know well aswell karn ? . you're big enough , think from the brain and goes to the heart . lyke whats abg always says . noone can change youh unless yrself . remember that . I'm just a smallkid , & i have noone else but only abg . thats why i love hyme . Me ; yet you tell me you understand me? memang, you have abang. im lonely too ahdekq ]: no only you , kay. Her ; so much . Yeah , i know i was wrong . thats why . but what to do , i was so into me . didn't get to think bout others feeling . i was too ego to myself . thats why . thats why when i thought of thinking back , i was so wrong of letting go my anger towards youh . youh've been care fer me so much & worried when i wasn't home . i'm so so sorry fer what has happen . maybe fer youh , the words that i says doesn't shown up , maybe , youh can't seen it but i'm sure youh can feel it . orang maner yg tkder perasaan kn ? btol tark ? I was wrong , i know . youh can 100% put the blames on me cause its my flaut . yeah , my flaut . I'm so sorry . Or maybe , youh can't forgive me but infact , I'm begging you to forgive me . you did nothing wrongs . its only my imaginary of thinking bad thingys about youh . I'm sorry ayes kakak (?) )": I'm superduper sorry . I didn't mean to . but people let me heard things about youh . Thats why . I didn't even say i love you to youh ever since i slack with kak diana all . I forget about youh when i slack with them . i don't know why & howcome . Me ; haizsx, then if you atleast ah trust me, you tkkan dgar katekate org kat lua kan? Her ; i know , i didn't appreciated what you have given . yeah thats why . I would just wonder if i had listen to youh & trust you from the first starting , things won't get so bad to worse like this . Me ; IM GLAD YOU KNOW! Her ; You're my only brother's girlfriend which my mum likes . Cause youh even care for the sister even your boyfriend were inside . I don't know what has happen to the old me . even people were asking , what happen to the old me ? is its dead & gone ? Friends outside change me easily , but stupid me , i listen to them . Cause fer me , only friends can make me happy , but no i was wrong . superduper wrong , without friends , i won't die . Friends come & go like whats abg says . " if you were sick , who would youh look after ? ( friends or family ? ) " i miss all the words he told me , i miss hyme like how i miss youh . I miss you guys being by my side so much . I don't know why i would have become like this .i felt like dieing . & leave this world , I don't even know how to says sorry to my both parents , even though i hate my stepfather , but what have make me think back ? he took care of me ever since my real father leave us . Me ; really? You're my only brother's girlfriend which my mum likes ; you sure about that? Her ; yeah . World is not forever , its can take all of us gone so far only if you change to the good . Not to the worse . I superduper miss all of them . Like how i wish i could turn back the tyme to the old tymes )": *So , kakak | i superduper sorry aye ? | Me ; yr forgiven ): when you said all of this, you made me think of yr abang so much ahdekq. Her ; i know . i'm so sorry . Me ; ahdekq, change okay ): i want the old you. Her ; alright then . i'll did anything just to get you back in my life . Me ; really? you wont backstab me anymore? Her ; yeah , take my words . keep it all the way with youh . i PROMISE , i swear . i don't want abg to come out and saw the two of us being like this . i'm sure enough his gonna be so sad . I'm sure , he would have been thinking about youh & all of us . But not his friends . see like what i mean . his inside , none of his friends is helping him isn't it ? am i right to say that . Me ; yaaa, i guess ]: but, we're are not helping also. And that's it. What should i do? ): Haizsx. |