Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 8:16 PM
Haixsh , Its the 5th day . Jyeah ): I miss Boyfriend .
Am nothing without Boyfriend . I need him so badly ): Feeling superb useless right now . Cant concentrate on anything sia . I AM A STUPID GIRLFRIEND kan kan kan ? * Crying . If i were to predict the future , i wouldnt have argued with him on that day . I menyesal baby , i tak patut bwad you mengamok . I tak patut kurangajar ): Praying that i will get to see Boyfriend ): I just wanna show him that i will wait . Am also praying hard that feelings wont fade while we are apart for some time ): I know i have his brothers-brothers and close friends with me . You guys will be by my side right ? While fhy's inside , kan ? ): Mixed emotions are all around . Some ask me to leave him . Some ask me to stay . Some ask , why am i with this kind of guys , as i deserved better . Which one should i listen to ? I know , people will say , listen to yr heart . Am trying to listen , but its not saying anything ): Haixsh ~ But , HEY ! GUESS WHAT ! WHATEV HAPPENS , AM NOT LETTING HIM GO :D Too bad uy k , sape yg tak suke this r/ship kurng pey psal k ? Cos , am gonna keep his r/ship strong ~ Egat janji kite k , b . Exam starts on Wed , and i havent even start revising . I cant ): I know , am needed to pass in order to get what i want . And i also want Boyfriend to be proud of me . Still remember his words . ' I nak you pass exam you k , i nak you naek sec 3 . Since i da gyni , i tkmu you jady cam i . Lau i dgar you tak naek , i sepak you pey muke b . Faham ?! ' I cant forget those words . Baby , im gonna do my best ~ And , its just fr you .
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