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Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 8:24 PM
 Slept arnd 2 in the morning yest. Was talking to boyfae. Had a slight argument. Wont elaborate. Sensitive matter. Nywys, after talking to boyfae. Called ksss. I wasnt feeling fine. Talked and let my burden out. ksss helped me, as usual [: Had to sleep, cos mama came out to livingroom and checked on me. I tersadar arnd 5. Sahur mah right? I couldnt wake up, my eyes were so heavy. But, i was hungry. I ate and then bareng- bareng. Ngok phone saw boyfae's msg. Hmmm, i msged boyfae.
  [ 14092009 , 0147Am ]  'I tao sbanye baby binget sbb i call lily then conference ): I mintakmaaf.  I tkm u salakan lily. I da perna kate pat u. 'Lao kite mataeh, hubungan i gn lily tkkn buba, sbb i sygkn lily. Die sorng yg fahm i.' I ttao up lau u mseh igatke tk. I perna kate gitu bile kite bobl pat ruma lily. I syg sgat pat u. Hati i tk tenteram bile u kwa tadi. I salu terfkir- fkir lao u surrender atao kne tngkp, ape jadi pat i. I tao i akn tngu u. Tapi, u tu. Lao pat dlam, nta ingat ke tidak gn i ): Hais, i tkm r/ship kite sedeh. I nk happy. Tapi, i ngk satu ari tk sedeh mesti tak sah. Hari- hari gitu. Dari ok jati tak ok. I tao u tkkn reply. I tk salakan u. I tao u majok gn i. Da 5sms page da. Tapi i mseh nk type. I tkmu u tgalkan i b. I sedeh biler we bobl 'aku kau' Hais ))):'
  That was what i msged boyfae la~ Didnt think boyfae would reply. But, boyfae did.
  [ 14092009 , 0220Am ] 'I bukan tak uke. Cume lau u ckp gtu, hati i tertekan b. U tak tau perasaan i mcm mane. U blh ckp u suke die tapi i nie mcm jealous laa. Im veryvery sorry lar baby. I tak blh ngok u sedeh lar. Kacau hati i lar bby. U go and sleep ok. I rindu you. Loveyouverymuch. I tak nak kite gaduh je.'
  Actually, he typed more. But, i cant reveal. Nobody is suppose to know. Not even babygs. This is seriously between me and boyfae~ Huak. Having problems with some of my friends~ Wont be revealing it either. So jyeah! Going out tmr (: 
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