I don't owe anyone a living :]
My favorite word is AWESOME
Jepon's Baby Daughter, i will be Waiting.
I am different from others. Yes, I am Unique.
I choose My friends so be Lucky if You're One♥
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Hello hello hello [!] :) Sorry jyeah? Cos quite long ey i tak post. I mean, proper post. Whenever i wanna post, something will always happen. And, it will always turn my mood upside down. From okay, to not :[ Yknow, i really dontknow what's gonna happen in my life. What's my future? I just dontknow, i wanna excel and achieve. Im just afraid, i cant get it. Why? Im not trying hard enough. Babygs, always see me laugh. Idknw if they realise. Im not making myself laugh :[ I dont wish this to be a sad post. But, i just couldnt take it. Sometimes, i wish my life to end. I realise, that couldnt happen. I just want everything to go right. I want it right now~ Having a boyfriend, its like the same. Attached or single, its the same for me. Why? He's treating me like garbage. Whenever i ask him to lemme go. He'll always beg. It'll just happen for awhile. After that, it'll come back. Sometimes, i've got the feeling his just making fun of me. Saying that he loves me. But, i know its not true. Why must you lie? Im not stupid, remember that. Its been 9 days since we're together. I've only had 4 days of happiness with you. After we met, everything shattered. You even blamed me for the r/ship you once had with '______' . I dont wanna trash her name. Nor am i tryna trash yr name. Just so you know, when you said that. You really broke my heart into pieces. I didnt feel bad, but .. Yr making others that know think that im a byatxh. Why must you do that? If you want it so much, i'll let you go. It wont be a problem for me. I know yr family dont like me. I dont care. As what some say , Love me for who iam, Not for who iam not. Im sick and tired. How are we gonna last? Iam not saying that, yr at fault. I know both of us are. But, i just dont see why. Whenever i wanna go separately. You will always beg. What's yr motive? Can you please lemme know. I dont wanna waste my time, thinking of everything that's got to do with you. If i know yr not worth my time. I dont hate you, I just hate yr attitude. You kept on making fun of me. Yr always wasting my time. Whenever we talk on the phone. It will always happen. You'll always ask if i love you anot. I will always say , yes. But, when i ask you back, you'll always skip that qns, or pretend you didnt here it. Sometimes, i just dntknw what's wrong with you? What are you tryna do? This is gonna be yr last chance im telling you. I SIMPLY DONT CARE!~ One more crap, and that's it!~ I'd rather it end. Then me shattering in pieces EVERYDAY! :[[[ Im not in the mood. Im crying. I hate this feeling!~ I hate it so much~
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